hoping writing this down will help. This year I have found out that I cannot have children due to previous medical treatment. Only me and my partner know, my mother is desperate to be a granny and so I had to build myself up to tell people.
The week I decided to tell people, both my sister in law and my best friend told me they were expecting. I am so happy for them both but also jealous and tearful. I am disgusted with myself for feeling this way. This has prompted people to keep asking when am I starting a family.
Nobody knows i can’t have children still. I feel so alone in this.